screw this life. it's all in a freaking mess.

won't anything just go right for once.

studies are already killing me. i really don't need another thing to get into me.
as much as i try to study, or rather i try to read, nothing is going in my head. nothing is right.

A levels is in a little more than a month away, and i know how my prelims results are going to be. i don't need to take the papers back to see for myself.
what irritates me the most, is how people can still say that my results aren't bad when i've failed like almost everything. yes, i know i still appear nonchalant about it, but it's just the appearance. what do you expect me to say or look then? look all worried and stressed up?
hey, i already am.

study study study.

i'm just not cut out for it alright.


it's so painful, it's killing me.

信じればいいですか？