just another fuss

so being tired gives you the right to vent your frustrations on us?

hello! i'm freaking tired too okay!

complains, complains, and more complains. that's all you know how to do. is speaking a word of thanks or a praise so difficult? does it occur to you that the people around you actually helped you? does it occur to you that you're being ridiculous?


i'm really freaking tired too. all these things i have to put up with, and you just have to make things way worse.

yes, i know i am stubborn. like way way stubborn. i know i have my pride up high. i do know all these. i know about myself. i am not ignorant.

and i also know, i don't appear this way to anyone. speak of stress, others doesn't believe that i'm actually feeling this way. speaking of sadness, others doesn't believe too. speaking of desperation, others doesn't believe too.

to them, i'm like the most carefree girl, who has been failing her studies, who is taking her As this year, who has been black labelled by her teachers, who wants acceptance, who wants encouragements, who wants confidence.

i am not some super-beings who can ignore all the criticisms, all the results, all the eyes of the people.

i am just a normal girl, who has her unhappiness, who just wants to be happy.