oh gosh. i made a huge decision, and i'm not sure if it's right.

after looking at how the school done for a's, i realised i'm in such a worrying position. used to working in the last minute, i now see that i have lots to catch up with. there's no longer the bottom few to pull down the bell curve, but is now a battle between the smart.

what used to work isn't working now.

went for the talk which was suppose to be on biochemistry course, but the speaker spoke only about her school. listening to what she says, it seems quite nice to be able to study there, although i wouldn't like a new environment. but then again, who wouldn't praise their own school to heaven high.

used to hope that i'll get into the course i want, now it seems a dream so far away.