dead.

had meet-the-parents session today.

and you know what?

you just killed me.


after the meeting with the head, i was determined to start working hard. i was firm with that.
but now, i don't see where i'm heading to.
nothing seems good enough. nothing i do will ever be comparable to what he is able to do.

yah yah, and you're going to tell me that i should be comparing with myself, and not with the others. oh please, spare me that crap. when was examination not about comparing with the others.
if it's not, there wouldn't any rankings, there wouldn't be any bellcurve, there wouldn't be any competition. students can get to learn what they want to learn. students can enjoy what they learn. all they will be competing against is themselves, trying to achieve grades higher than what they previously gotten.

wouldn't the world then become a better place?


the start of the end.