really tired

i'm in such a mood for nothing right now. there's like tons of things bombarding me, and this doesn't feel like holiday at all. and i mean at all!
first there's the hopelessly disorganised pre-u seminar and project work, then the unstarted charity project, then the undecided science day, then the idiotic mid-year exams, then the unprepared piano exams, and what others i can't and don't want to remember.

so much for a holiday.

i totally hate this can..
won't the school realise this is our holiday and really give us a break? it's like, how often do we actually and really get a break!

i am selfish, i admit. i don't care what you guys think of me or anything, i don't care what's going to happen in the near future. you can treat me as i don't exist, or as i'm dead, it doesn't matter. all i want, is a break from these stupid events, and get a real good night sleep.