principal meeting

internet is so slow and lagging badly.
and the insects, which come in when raining, are making things much more irritating.

after lectures, went to lot 1 for lunch again. then went to library. couldn't expect myself, who doesn't read at all, to borrow a book, and it's in chinese! can you believe it!
the story is 'little prince', and i've been wanting to read it since ages ago, and finally, i borrowed it. it's thrown aside, as usual, waiting for me to have the mood to read.
went back school for the meeting with principal. it's mainly about getting us prepared for scholarships, but i'm totally not interested in it. i know i won't be able to get it anyway. it's just impossible for me to compete with others, who are so much better than me.
anyway, stayed there all the same till 7 for the talk. saw many bpians there, but none from my class. it's of course, expected, which crazy t2 would come pj. and i'm one crazy one. if i return to bp, telling teachers i know that i'm in pj, their reaction will probably be the same as chiam, saying what a waste it is.

wondering if i might just become more and more distant from my t2 class, just like how i became distant from my 6a class. someone organise some t2 outings!