bought yh's and alvin's present today, and spent 30 bucks and another 10 bucks on other stuffs. wow, 40 gone in a day.

she seem so indifferent now, not like who she was before. she'll probably blame it on me, like before. i really don't know what to do with her anymore. another treat? yeah, sure, if it's still possible.

你根本就不明白。我不是不愿出门，而只是想要你们陪我，但是我总是说不出口。那么多的心事，那么多的烦恼，那么多的想法，难道我就只能把他们一一的埋在心里吗？